"and then I said..."

Thursday, 12 November 2009

  • Everyday Stupidity...

    Just a bit of every day stupidity for ya...

    I was at the clothing store today, looking for  a new dress but I couldn't seem to find where they were located, so I went up to one of the women who was working there and asked "Im looking for dresses, can you tell me where they "are?
    She replied "you mean, dresses for women?"  and waited for me to respond....

Friday, 18 September 2009

  • Firemans Festival Time again

    Its that time of year again.  Its cool yet warm outside, it smells amazing outside, some of the trees are starting to change... that means its time for firemans festival again.  So, im up north for the first time this year and let me tell you, I am one happy camper! Im gonna try to get some pics up each day because we have so much fun up here!!!

Sunday, 30 August 2009

  • new beginning

    I ended things with adam, on the 23rd of july.  Things werent going anywhere and I gave him more than enough time to make a change, but he didnt.  SO i had to move on, as hard as it was. 

    I thought he was going to take the defensive route, and be angry with me when I told him it was over... unfortunately, I was wrong.  He took it  lot harder than I ever thought he would, especially since he should have clearly seen it coming.  He was really upset and crying... and I felt horrible.  But what else could I do?  You cant be in a relationship with someone you only see once a month for less than 10 hours... I was trapped.  I didnt have the benifits of being in a relationship, due to the fact that he was never around... holidays, partys, hanging with friends or family... he was never there.... and I was so tired of constantly being asked "where's adam?"  Also, I didnt have the benifits of being single, because I was committed to him.  It had gone on way too long, and I had to do something.  I miss him, though I still talk to him all the time... but I think it was for the best.

    In the mean time, I have been dating, and I have to admit, I flippin hate it.  I hate dating and everything about it.  there are way too many games and I wish people would just be up front and honest, even if that means hurting someone's feelings a bit.  You dont have to be an ass hole about it, but if you're not interested in someone, just say so... tell them they're not your type, or you're just not looking for that kind of relationship right now... or whatever... but grow some balls, and man up.  seriously.

    I've met some good guys and I've met some idiots... of course... but we'll see how things go.

Sunday, 05 July 2009

  • I forgot what chapter this is

    A new chapter, A new leaf, what ever you want to call it, Im back at square one again.  Tuesday I start a new job.  Yay excited that I found a new job,  scared about the change. 

    Im leaving the job at the chiropractic office for a job at a local spa.  I know, most people are thinking "are you crazy? ur leaving a doctors office for a spa?"  Problem was, the Dr.s office was only paying $8 an hour plus what I would make in private massage, if I got private massage.  I was competing with 11 other therapists for work, and thats not easy.  So, I found, applied for and got the new job at the spa.  where I will only be paid on commission, but I also have no competition while im there.  there is one other therapist that works there, but she is on the opposite schedule than me... so when Im there, Im the only therapist there.  So my new chapter may turn out to be the best one yet, but it could also be the worst. 

    Keep a book mark, tha way you wont loose your place.

Wednesday, 01 July 2009

  • Pet Pieve #21 Mustashes

    Mustaches are nasty!  Why anyone around my age (25)  would willingly grow a mustache is beyond me.  They just look gross, feel gross if you have to kiss that person and remind me of my dad.... yuck.  so please guys,  I can handle the goatee, even a bit of a beard... but shave the stash.  It just reminds girls of old people and feels nasty!



    nasty stash
  • Yea, I know, Cheer up...

    I get tired of telling people, including on line, about how I feel and/or whats going on with me.  I seem to be in a bit of a funk, and when all my posts/tweets/updates are depressing, it depresses other people who  are reading it.  I dont want that, its just another thing weighing on me.  SO, if I cant vent on here with out getting crap, I cant vent in person, cuz thats just a nightmare when you are depressed, what am I supposed to do?

    I am really lonely right now and I think that is the biggest part of my problem.  Im not good when Im single, and this is just like being single and I hate it.  I hate dating, I hate the games that go along with it and am tired of it. 

    Vent complete, go ahead, rant on and on about "oh why are you always so down" and "things really aren't that bad". Oh oh and my favorite "just be happy".  let the onslaught commence...

Thursday, 28 May 2009

  • One of the best experiences of my Life

    I had one of the most amazing experiences of my life on sunday.  My friend from work, Laura, was pregnant and I have been working with her doing pre-natal massage for the past 6 months.  We talked throughout and she decided she wanted me to be with her at the hospital to do Labor massage for her.  I have already worked with one girl doing labor massage and spend about 10 hours with her, but unfortunately she had a C-Section.  But I was able to help her through the worst part of her labor and she was so grateful. 

    Saturday night, around 10pm, laura called and said she was at the hospital, I was so excited for her that I had a hard time finishing eating with becka before going.  I got there around 10:30, and stayed and worked on her until 4:30am.  She wasn't progressing and they weren't going to up her petosin until morning, so I went home to catch a couple hours sleep, and got back at 9am.  I stayed with her, worked on her, and coached her all day.  Finally around 5:30pm she got into full Labor, and started to push around 6.  I coacher her through labor and helped keep her calm all the way until her son was born.  It was amazing to be there with her all the way through and watch him be born.  When he arrived, I instantly cried... it was like an uncontrollable happy cry.  It truly is an absolute miracle to see something like that.  And he is Perfect.  Absolutely adorable, and Laura did amazing.  I got to touch and hold him when he was minutes old.  And to make my experience the best it could have possibly been, As laura was still laying there, the dr still cleaning her up, she looked at me and said "megan, I could never have gotten through this without you, thank you so much.  there is no way I could have done this without you".  It was truly one of the best experiences of my life.  I'm so happy I am able o help people in that way.

Monday, 18 May 2009

  • loosing faith in people

    So, Being on crutches, or just being temporarily handycapped in anyway, will really open ur eyes.  The response that you get from people is one of two extremes.  Either, they are more than helpful, borderline pittying you, or they act like you dont exist. 

    For instance,  when I fell in the road, It was clear that I really was hurt.  I didnt get up I crawled over to the side of the road so I didnt get hit by a car.  There were three different people outside in viewing distance of me, two Im sure looked right at me...  No one offered to help. They just went on their way of whatever they were doing.  In hindsight, I am totaly floored.  If it were me, I would have run over when I saw the person go down, but hey, maybe its just me.

    Also, I was in the store today, though I am feel ing lots better, I am still in a brace and using one crutch.  I had a cart, so I was able to semi walk, but I was trying to get something out of the freezer at the farmers market store,  when my cart started to roll away (the floor is really uneven).  An older man said, laughing, "there goes your cart!" .  then turned at kept walking down the isle he was in.  Two other people stood right near me and just watched as I tried to get over to the cart.  (my one crutch was in the cart).  I couldnt believe it.

    Im one of those people who helps older people or anyone in need just because... I get carts for people, and put them back for people,  I hold doors, carry things, direct people in the right direction, etc.  So, maybe its just me being expectent of people when I shouldnt. 

    Just loosing a bit of faith in humanity... :-/

Friday, 15 May 2009

  • who said you could touch me???

    Pet Peeve #9

    Why oh why do men think it is ok to touch you when they are walking around a bar?  They need to walk by you and either touch you're shoulders and move you, grab you completely and move you or the worst, they do the low back swipe.  Eeew.  You are a complete stranger, please don't touch me!  What happened to tapping someone on the shoulder and saying "excuse me".?  Just nasty...

  • stupid knee

    I dont have the best of luck in the world when it comes to my health.  I have had some odd things happen to me, things that are pretty rare... and a lot of things have happend in a very weird order. 

    My week has progressed in this way.  I started the weekend finding that i have a spot of ring worm, and my chest and stomach has broken out in a strange rash.  Fun, I know.  So, I of course couldnt go to work on monday morning having a contageous rash.  So, tuesday came around, and after having a stressfull two days (rash and family driving me crazy)  I decided I would be healthy, and go rollerblading.  Of course, with my luck, I rolled over weird ground and went down weird and sprained my knee.  SO, im on crutches for a week, thus out of work for a week.

    I am so bored and cant stand feeling helpless like this.  I can't drive because it is my right leg, I cant walk, obviously.  I dont like asking people for help... I just feel so stuck. 

    sorry, I just had to complain for a min

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Wednesday, 01 April 2009

  • to everything, turn, turn,turn

    At some time, everyone has a breaking point, on every matter that they encounter in their lives.  In particular,  they have a breaking point, on how much they are willing to take in a relationship...  There is a line of how far they will let something or someone push them before they inevitably have to "call it quits".  That line, generally, is very distinct and very visible. 

    But what about the little breaking points along the way and the consequence that follow when they are crossed? 

    The series of events that has lead me to the point that i'm at in my relationship right now, are for all intents and purposes for this blog, inconsequential.  What is important is the consequences I mentioned.  Now,  I have made this decision within myself, and it is my no means up for debate, nor am I interested in what other's opinion's about my decision being right or wrong... no offense.  But I've decided that talking to other people that are interested in talking to me is not out of the question right now. 

    I have been talking to some guys that are interested in me lately... some are absolute idiots and are just interested in sex, which they're not getting from me, but others are really nice guys.   Do I see a future with any of the people i'm talking to? no, not right now...  But man, there are some really really strange people out there that are so blunt, and straight forward, that it catches u off guard and is absolutely astonishing to me.  I've had people say to me,  "i'm not really interested in getting to know anyone, I'm really just looking for friends with benefits... more emphasis on the benefits than on the friends."  I'm in no way kidding.  It is astonishing, that guys think that they are going to get a positive response to that.  But, you never know, maybe they are... maybe I'm just very old fashioned and am oblivious to whats really going on in the "dating world" since I've been out of it for so long. 

    never the less... I am so surprised by what I've found.

    there comes time for change every day... I think I am at one of those little lines....

Monday, 30 March 2009

  • I may not be a 10, but the boys say I clean up good...

    I know, I know... I dropped off the face of the earth for a good while there... but Im going to do my best to come back around more often...  My life is currently in the process of doing a complete 180°... I'm at about 112°.  Things have gone all topsy tervey with my relationship, my living situation, my work, what I want out of life... the whole sh-bang.  Im in the process of making an outline to update, so It is a work in progress... thus, i am a work in progress, like always...

Sunday, 29 March 2009

Monday, 02 February 2009

  • who does this?

    I made reservations over a week ago at benni hanna for dinner for my birthday.  (real birthday is monday, feb 2, but no one wants to do something on monday...)  so, we all got there and I went up to the desk to tell them we were there for out 7:30 reservations.  I gave them my name, and she asked for my phone number.  They were acting sort of weird, and it made me think that they had some how lost our reservations.  They said "ok, give us 10 minutes".  That irked me a bit because, whats the point of making reservations if you have to wait?  But we did.  when 20 minutes had passed and I was thourly pissed off, I went back up to the desk...   They found their manager and he came over. 
    After asking me for my phone number again he said,
    "I am really truly sorry, in all of the 14 years I've been working with this company, I've never seen this happen before."  Someone came and told the girl that their name was megan and that they had reservations at 7:30.  So they sat them.  He said that when he went over to the table and confronted them about it, they were bold enough to tell him that they stood next to the desk where the reservation book was open, read a name, and said that was them, so they didn't have to wait for a table. 

    HOLY CRAP... you have to have some huge balls to do that.  and to not understand that you're going to get caught. 

Friday, 16 January 2009

  • not feeling well

    I have had the most un-godly head ache for 2 days now. I have taken everything I can think of to make it go away, and nothing is helping.  Last night, I started getting a fever with it.  All night long, it would go up and down, making me sweat, then shiver.  How is someone supposed to get sleep?  It is so cold outside, I dont even want to go out to get my perscriptions.  Its just all around nasty today

Thursday, 15 January 2009

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